Bam.

Weird. I finally feel what growing up is suppose to feel like... Scary. It goes by too quickly. The things you think should happen never actually do. People do dumb things, and don't always think about others. But this is how you lear, trial and error. For the most part, I have learned more from my failures then I have from my easy achievements. Life is all about change. No matter what kind of person you are, you must change. Adapt to the new and leave behind the old. I am ready for new, the old is keeping me down. Focusing, is going to be KEY for the fall. No more partying. I can't even handle that anymore. I need to take time for my self. I want to move. Colorado preferably. One more year here, then outt. I hope this works. It will work.